she’s reckless, probably the worst. she’s young, only because she chooses to be. she’s a fighter, only because there is so much to fight for. she’s without a doubt content with what she’s doing and where she’s going. but if you have better plans, she has no problem in switching ways. because the only path she sees at the moment is forward.

i have crazy missed feelings. one day i hate you the next day i love you. you make my guts go crazy in love and then crazy in hate.
you're a douchebag. but you're my douchebag.

i'll probably never return. but i like the comfort of you in my mind.

day two of breakup.
& i'm praying that i slowly lose feeling for your existence, but sadly i'm slowly missing you.
but i need to let go, because i can't change the way i am for someone unwilling to change the way they are for me.
it should have been perfect. there shouldnt have been a worry in the world when we were together but thats not the way it happened.
i'm not craving for love as much as i once did. i'm craving to LIVE.
let me live.

and your douche-ism will one day ruin you. bc it ruined me.
you tell me that i need to grow up.
bc i ignore you when you use that douche ass tone on me?
bc i walk away from your douche-ness?
i admit have much issues. but your issue are 10x's worst.
i never realized that someone that suppose to love you can put you down that much.
i'll take it. i'll take it all. and i pray that karma is finished with me.

this has to be my favorite break up bc it was to get away from someone that verbally and physically abuses me.
you can't be a self-less person when you complain about how much you spend on people and how much you do for people.
selfless is when you do things and never ask for anything in return.
i'll give you everything you have ever given me so that i can have my life back.
i'll take your razor blade words, i'll take your quick hands, i'll take it all.
and i hope you realized what you have done.
two opposite people who supposedly fell in love turned into two opposite people realizing they never were.


behind closed doors he's no angel.
but neither am i.