I have always feared that I would never be satisfied with the man who stood beside me. I was always afraid I would never find my other half. The person who completed me, the person I will never doubt their love for me, the person who can truly hold my heart & carry its weight.

Here I am fully understanding what I am getting myself into & never felt so sure of it all. I never felt more confident in a relationship until now. All the others before him were only challenges I had to overcome before I can meet my own Prince Charming. The journey was definitely a difficult one; however, it taught me so much and it made me who I am today. now because of it, I can fully give myself to the right person once he came along. Even though I never thought I would ever find him. I never thought I could fully love someone without a doubt in my heart and mind, but here I am fully satisfied with the life I'm living with the person I'm with. I would not want to change the past for any reason because I'm afraid it will not lead back to you. 

I thought I would be jaded after the last few guys that I allowed in my life but once you find the right one, the hole seems to fill itself without your knowledge. 

All the baggage I had disappeared along with pain and anger I once carried. I sometimes step back into those painful memories only so that I can be thankful for the journey I am on now. I sometimes ask myself how did I ever get so lucky to be blessed with someone like him. His family is just a bonus. I've always told myself that I don't want to date someone who I can't get along with his family but they are part of the reason why I feel whole. 

 I'm done trying to explain what I'm feeling at the moment. All I'm

Saying is that I'm more satisfied than ever. 

Change of plans.

I never thought my life would take a turn the way it is doing now. My path has truly changed for something that is so unexpected. I'm just going to have to continue w/ my mouth closed until everything becomes a little clearer. I'm just glad I have my ride or die guy w/ me along for this ride. I can't imagine going through what I'm going through w/ anyone else but him. 

Once you realize who you are meant to be with, it's hard to walk away from that. I'm truly blessed and can't find words to describe how perfect he is for me. He says the right thing and has never pushed me away. The more I push, the more he pulls. I can't wait for this journey. My one and only Prince Charming.