I can tell this time it's a little different. It has to be different. I can not ever allow him or anyone to mistreat me ever again. I know my worth & I know that he has a lot of making up to do. I don't want to keep throwing it in his face but he has to understand that nothing is forgiven & nothing is forgotten.
I guess life throws you a whole bunch of curve balls all @ once & you just have to keep moving forward. Sometimes the ball hits you & it hurts really, really bad; other times you're able to maneuver quick enough to go around it. You just can't give up.
I just don't want to go through something like that again. It's just not fair, or maybe it's karma. Maybe whatever I did in my past is finally catching up with me. Maybe I need to hurt to fully understand what it feels like to be on the other side. Whatever it is, I think we've both learned from our mistakes. Atleast I hope we have.
