New destination.

Here I am on a path that can not be changed. Already 6 & a half months and there is so much to accomplish. I love the journey that I'm on & the partner that is taking all the crap from it. He already thinks I'm crazy & it's only going to get worst. My emotions and hormones have changed drastically & I'm trying to control them. It's quite a battle & the war within myself has just begun. What more am I going to have to go thru? 

Each day I wake up half hating my lover for not completely understanding what I'm going thru. Poor sucker. He does the best he can & I give him all the props he deserves. 

Life is going by quickly yet not quick enough. We have to find a new place to live, throw a baby shower, figure out what it is that parents are suppose to do & so much more. It's fine for now but once the days start slipping pass us is when it starts to become an issue. 

It's a journey & all I want is the final destination. I want my baby out & about so I can just hold him. I truly can't wait for what is to come. I can't wait for my life to begin. 👪 our own little family. This life has just gotten a little sweeter & I dint quite expect it to be.