I have always feared that I would never be satisfied with the man who stood beside me. I was always afraid I would never find my other half. The person who completed me, the person I will never doubt their love for me, the person who can truly hold my heart & carry its weight.

Here I am fully understanding what I am getting myself into & never felt so sure of it all. I never felt more confident in a relationship until now. All the others before him were only challenges I had to overcome before I can meet my own Prince Charming. The journey was definitely a difficult one; however, it taught me so much and it made me who I am today. now because of it, I can fully give myself to the right person once he came along. Even though I never thought I would ever find him. I never thought I could fully love someone without a doubt in my heart and mind, but here I am fully satisfied with the life I'm living with the person I'm with. I would not want to change the past for any reason because I'm afraid it will not lead back to you. 

I thought I would be jaded after the last few guys that I allowed in my life but once you find the right one, the hole seems to fill itself without your knowledge. 

All the baggage I had disappeared along with pain and anger I once carried. I sometimes step back into those painful memories only so that I can be thankful for the journey I am on now. I sometimes ask myself how did I ever get so lucky to be blessed with someone like him. His family is just a bonus. I've always told myself that I don't want to date someone who I can't get along with his family but they are part of the reason why I feel whole. 

 I'm done trying to explain what I'm feeling at the moment. All I'm

Saying is that I'm more satisfied than ever.