i wonder if things are slowly falling apart so that my future can slowly fall together. maybe whats happening now is what is suppose to happen. maybe i am suppose to slowly lose everything so i'll be able to gain it all back one day.

the way i see love is not the way i once seen it.
i don't crave for it as much as i once did. i like living this in a relationship/out of a relationship feeling.

there is alot of things i need to change, and that is the way i feel for you. if you would like me to love you more then you should def do something about your douche-ism. its effecting the world, not just me. and i wish you could just see it. i ignore it. but one day its gonna be hard to ignore.