my life isnt perfect. no one ever really is.
i do a lot of messed up things. a lot.
i'm sorry for the people that i have hurt but i can't turn back time and change it

i like where i am at the moment. i may not be in love with the life i am living but content with where i'm at. i'm not searching for true love. it'll find me if it hasnt already.

i know where i'm headed. it may take some time but i'll make it.
i want to let it all go here and head to where i feel like i'll be myself.
i want to start a new life for myself and not live this crazy reckless stupid life.

I'll make it. and no one is going to stop me but God himself.