i miss talking on the phone until the sun comes up. i miss sleeping on the phone and waking up and hearing your breath on the phone. i miss having someone there that wants to be w/ me all the time. i may not want my past back, but i want parts of it. i want what i once had, in small doses. i want to be catered to. i want to be loved like i was the only woman in the world. i'm not asking for too much right?
i feel like it may be too much for some while others are willing to be on the phone w me for a lifetime as long as i'm there.
thats why i have to be strong enough let go and live.
dont search. but wait patiently.