this anxiety has risen to its highest point and i'm freaking out. i'm stressed out of my mind and this week is going by way too slowly. i havent been to work for 3 days now. my body and mind is making me a complete mess. i cant focus. i really feel like i'm losing it. i'll feel better when i get to move into my new place.
i just need to feel like i'm doing this for something or someone.
my chest is going to collapse. i cant breathe. what more can i do? i'm so afraid of failing that its giving me this anxiety. how did i get to this point. i'm on edge. at the brink and i just wanna jump.
...... wait. i'm not going to fail. fall back.
i must show that i'm stronger. i cant lose sight. i can make it through. i'm staying positive.
relax. i must.
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