i'm becoming my own person.

For the past couple of months or more like the past year, my life has been a bit foggy. i wasn't sure who i was living for and what my destination was. all i knew was i was living for everyone else but myself. i was trying to prove something when i already proved it all. i graduated like everyone asked of me, got a legit job, live apart from my family, doing it all on my own and still i felt like i was doing something wrong.

i realized after a few road bumps that i'm not going to care anymore. that sounds ignorant, but i mean, i'm not going to care how people see me. i'm not going to care what they say about me or the people around me. these people have helped me be the person that i am. i have realized that i am who i am and i dont care how you view me. i was so caught up in pleasing everyone that i forgot to please myself.

i work hard. and i play harder. but there is absolutely nothing wrong w/ it if i got all my shit together.

i'm secure in who i am and from this point..i dont think i care for anyone's judgement of me or my friends.