Mad Scientist.

The days are creeping by & I'm not quite sure on how I am feeling. I mean, there is no turning back now & it's not like I wanted to. I just don't know how nervous I am or how excited I am for this next adventure. I just can't wait to meet the little guy. He's already showing me that he's almost ready to exit. He's putting on quite a show for the grand finale. I'm just bearing it all. I'm really surprised on how quickly these 9 months has passed us all by. All this preparation is about to pay off once I get to meet my own flesh & blood. I can't wait to feel his skin against my skin & his heart beating against my chest. I can't wait to see the outlines of his features  & how he will forever be apart of me. It's like I'm a mad scientist waiting for my creation to come to life. Not that scary but just about. I shouldn't have to wait that much longer. Any day now. Any day now.